"What's Up?" by 4 Non-blondes

I'm publishing all of my backlogged draft posts that I haven't had time to finish.  Hopefully someday I'll find time to really complete them...

#DraftPost



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The Smart Money is on the Skinny Bitch

YouTube (Smart Money): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nunb5eCIAqI

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6NXnxTNIWkc

"Frankie" by Mississippi John Hurt

Me 15 years ago when SueZQ must've talked me into growing a goatee

Update 26-Dec-2018:  added photo above from 2002.  Can I just say how much I *HATE* facial hair, it drove me INSANE!!  Even though I didn't look like it then, I was a woman and women just shouldn't have facial hair!  LOL!!

Original post:

We watched an American Experience show on KUED and it was wonderful.  This was one of many great songs in the program.

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tr_VUEITbjY
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKkmReeFjh8

#AmericanExperience

"A Rose In the Wind" by Anggun

Sigh!!!!  MS can be so frustrating sometimes...  a lot of the time.  I make mistakes and it just consumes so much time doing error correction.  It is incredibly frustrating!!

This blog post has just been one fuck up after another.  After all the other fooling around (see below) I discovered I already posted "Secret of the Sea" back on 27-Jan-2016.

So here is another wonderful Anggun song I love:

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bRAUoSNUqkk

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"Secret of the Sea" by Anggun

Update 7-Jul-2018:

I found a draft post for May 29th for "Dear God" by XTC.  I had already posted it in my old (pre-transition) blog on 10-Jun-2012 so my intent was to move it to this blog.  At this point I still have over 50 unfinished draft posts, so there is no way I have time to fool around moving a post from my old blog.

But then I notice there were two posts for 30-May-2017 so I'm moving this one to the 29th.

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BiW7CpaILC4
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vSrD9wGQIYg
YouTube (French): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1f_4ky_A5w
YouTube (Topic): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MmaxROYsqtI


Original unfinished post:

"I will always love you"


Chelsea Handler on the View:

YouTube (The View): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kYq7tjNpGSI

"This is My Song" by Petula Clark

I'm publishing all of my backlogged draft posts that I haven't had time to finish.  Hopefully someday I'll find time to really complete them...

#DraftPost

"Angry Chair" by Alice in Chains

I could've sworn I finished writing this post a few days ago (I'm way behind again, I'm finishing this on 11-Jun-2017).

Anyway, on 27-May-2017, I was very angry about too many people still not accepting us (transgender people).  This bad attitude kills!

#ProtectTransWomen
#ProtectTransKids
#ProtectTransLives 

Anyway, I thought the photo of River's high heels looked very similar to my newer pair of red high heels.  I wonder if we had the same pair of shoes...?

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4iAAa4jgM_4

"No More Mr. Nice Guy" by Alice Cooper

This beautiful young woman is dead because of people's attitudes!  That is so fucking WRONG!  This shit has to stop!!  It's no more Ms. Nice Girl!  We have to fight to correct this immoral injustice!

#ProtectTransLives
#ProtectTransWomen
#ProtectTransKids

YouTube (Topic): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5y7iHePE0Y
YouTube (Topic-remaster): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QM5_T0eNPrQ
YouTube (live 1979): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2DMUb56kCbk 
YouTube (live 1990): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KN6ngThqMEs

"Everything I Own" by Bread

Last night we had a vigil, here in Salt Lake City, for River.  Mother Earth was crying along with the rest of us.  But it was still a wonderful ceremony, to celebrate such a beautiful young woman.  A beautiful life, a beautiful soul!  Such a tragic loss!  Another UNNECESSARY tragic loss!  :(

I have been thinking about it and I believe I would give up everything I own, if it would bring her back.  I would miss my records A LOT, but it would absolutely be worth it.  She was only 22!  She had a lifetime ahead of her.

YouTube (Topic): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5P999ftVxg
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Q1kB0R4Ijs
YouTube (lyrics): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2i43aAn2rq8
YouTube (lyrics): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBObpDDAWZc

"Out There" by Swing Out Sister

River -

   It hurts me so much that you are no longer here on this Earth with us.  Where so many of us could and would have enjoyed your company, love and beauty for many more years.

   I know you are "Out There" somewhere in a better place, where you can be your true self without anyone judging you.  Away from people doing a double-take when they see you.  No more getting the evil eye because you look slightly different than people are used to.

Until we meet again, please know you will always be in my heart!

All my love,
   -Rachel

#TransIsBeautiful
#ProtectTransKids
#ProtectTransLives

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I've been listening to several of my very favorite Swing Out Sister songs recently and I've been thinking about how they have been able to capture my emotions and feelings better than any other musical artist or group ever.


It's like Corinne and Andy have the unique ability to tune into my inner soul and bring it out into the light.  Their wonderful music reflects, so well, what I feel inside!


Off the top of my head, I can't think of a single song of theirs I don't like.  I'm not sure I can say that about any other artist or group.  I love The Beatles, but there are a few songs of theirs that suck.

I think I can even safely say something like 80-90% of their music is among my favorite music ever.

Corinne and Andy: thanks again for all the beautiful, soul soothing music you have brought into my life.  I can never express what a difference you have made in my life.  You have lifted me up!  You carried me through!  I love you!


Anyway, this was the perfect song for today!  It is absolutely beautiful!   I have been thinking about River's spirit being "Out There", in peace and she is happy now.


YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_vyWH_ZyTMA

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9-dx6hr53_w
YouTube (lyrics): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jdO3gwG0-1w

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I've decided to keep an index of the songs I've posted by Swing Out Sister:

After Hours: 11-Jul-2011
All In Your Mind: 10-Oct-2011
Alone: 8-Dec-2016 
Alpine Crossing: 14-Nov-2011
Am I the Same Girl: 22-Sep-2016
Another Lost Weekend: 12-Sep-2011 
Between Strangers: 2-Oct-2016
Circulate: 20-Jan-2015
Communion: 15-Aug-2011
Coney Island Man: 13-Mar-2016 
Dirty Money: 5-Sep-2011 
Don't Let Yourself Down: 26-Jan-2017
Everyday Crime: 23-Aug-2011
Feel Free: 31-Mar-2016 
Fever: 3-Oct-2011
From My Window: 27-Oct-2012
Get In Touch with Yourself: 21-Jan-2015
Goodbye Miss Swift: 21-Nov-2011
Happy Ending: 15-Nov-2012
Here and Now: 1-Mar-2016
I Can Hear You But I Can't See You:  17-Oct-2011
Icy Cold as Winter: 29-Nov-2011
If I Had the Heart: 19-Dec-2015
It's Not Enough: 16-Jun-2016
Love Won't Let You Down: 10-May-2017 
Make You Stay: 1-Aug-2011
Making The Right Move: 29-Feb-2017
Masquerade: 24-Oct-2011
Now Listen to Me: 9-Apr-2015 
Now You're Not Here: 29-Aug-2011
Now You're Not Here (Daddy Macs Back): 30-Jan-2012
Ordinary People: 8-Aug-2011
Something Out of This World: 21-Sep-2011
Spirit Moves: 11-Nov-2012
Surrender: 19-Sep-2011
Tainted: 27-Dec-2015
Taxi Town: 12-Jul-2011
The Kaleidoscope Affair: 26-Jul-2011
The Vital Thing: 18-Jul-2011
Theme (from "It's Better to Travel"): 10-Jun-2016 
Through the Sky: 5-Mar-2012
Twilight World: 12-Dec-2015
We'll Find a Place: 21-Sep-2012
What Kind of Fool Are You?: 1-Apr-2012
When Morning Comes: 19-Dec-2016 
When the Laughter is Over: 18-Nov-2012
Where Do I Go?: 12-Mar-2012
Where in the World: 8-Jan-2016
Who Let the Love Out: 2-Feb-2016 
Who's Been Sleeping: 7-Nov-2011 
Windmills of Your Mind: 21-Apr-2017

"Only Women Bleed" by Alice Cooper

AWESOME!  I *LOVE* IT!!

I'm a bit disappointed that they changed the "Bi Dyke Poly Trans" march this year.  I understand it is "The Resistance" this year, that's cool too!

My tank tops from the last 2 years.

Alice Cooper's "How You Gonna See Me Now?" popped into my head this morning and that reminded me of this song.  It's always been one of my favorites, I still have the 45 RPM single.

This is another of those songs where I could always totally relate to the woman in the song.

YouTube (Topic): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dTx6S4kXbXc
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCxFZLNuwGk
YouTube (Vevo Live): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1yALNSd0iME

"For All We Know" by Carpenters

I've been thinking and crying a lot about River and Tyler.  Such a beautiful young couple!

In listening to this song it breaks my heart, that they will never have the chance to "have a lifetime to share".  Just listening to this song while I'm writing this makes me cry.

Why, why, WHY can't people just accept us for who we are?  We are all human!  We all deserve understanding, love and compassion!

In the comments for the "TV" (Andy Williams Show) video, Ned Nickerson mentions that Karen was only 20 at that time.  River was only 2 years older than that, when her life was cut short.  That is terribly SAD!

YouTube (TV): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O3doTyoI80E
YouTube (lyrics): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exhiNToY3eI
YouTube (live TV): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KuglvdPZ-JU

"Murder by Numbers" by The Police

This was a funny little thing.  I was thinking about this song earlier this morning and then I was watching last nights Saturday Night Live videos and in this skit the title of the movie they are making was "Murder by Numbers" so I decided I should post it for my song today.

This was the B-side to the "Every Breath You Take" single and was also on the "Syncronicity" CD, but not the vinyl.

I should note that the track on the CD was terrible quality in that it was recorded down it the mud, very bad when all you are working with only 16 bits.  The audio in the "Topic" video is the 2003 remaster, hopefully better quality.

YouTube (Topic): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EeQ9NchJ9Yc
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Wp-SZSBkjk
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0geXR6qM7E
YouTube (live 1983): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ug-qQ6fXevo

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This advertisement for the Xentrex Male enhancement drug  is one of the best skits ever!  I loved the list of side effects.  The real drug companies drive me insane with their laundry lists of possible side effects!  For example: "possible death"... where do I sign up?  LOL!


YouTube (SNL): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IZrYeUX3MI

Hallelujah Cold Open:

YouTube (SNL): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=70i8gTb3fZQ

Murder by Numbers skit (I totally didn't want to laugh at this skit:

YouTube (SNL): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kL9G_VRCeGg

"High Enough" by K. Flay

I was on a panel last night at a fund raiser for Planned Parenthood
it was uplifting after the bad news yesterday.

This is just some of the beautiful art that was on display:

 And so many of my friends were there:

Hillary, Cat and Chris

Just so many amazing people were there...

All the love that was in that room was just incredible.  The people there lifted me up so much. I get "high enough" from all the love I feel from all of my amazing and wonderful friends.

Each of the members of the panel answered the following questions related to femininity:

1. What does femininity mean to you? 

2. What is a stereotype of femininity you would like to break?

3. What are some challenges you have faced in dealing with femininity?

4. What are some advantages to femininity?

5. If you could tell your 12 year old self a message, what would it be? 

6. Do you feel that femininity is gender biased? 

7. Do you feel there needs to be a balance between masculinity and femininity? 

8. How do you feel women rights and femininity are tied into one another? 

9. What are some steps people can take to get in touch with their femininity?

10. In times of difficulty, who or what did you turn to?

I hope that I presented a good perspective on femininity from a transgender woman's perspective.

#TransIsBeautiful

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I love the videos for this!  The reel-to-reel tape recorder is so cool, I notice it is even a Quadraphonic (4 channel) one.  I also love the "Lyric" video because they incorporated the lyrics into images in the video itself.

YouTube (Vevo): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j04JKdcXjkU
YouTube (Lyric): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FkFVMDlcJF8
YouTube (Audio): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqbVnBtyfoc

"Ordinary World" by Duran Duran

http://www.spilsburymortuary.com/obituaries/trevor-river-beatty/

I have been crying a lot this afternoon, since I heard about this terrible thing.  I am getting really tired of this shit!  This kind of thing has to STOP!

People need to stop being so...  I don't know...  unaccepting...  judgmental...  close minded...  mean...  bullies...  nasty...  jerks...  assholes...  haters!!

River, you will always be in my heart!  I love you!

#TransIsBeautiful

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDLiVwpv89s

"Will The Circle Be Unbroken" by Johnny Cash & The Carter Family

Another one from the #AmericanEpic the other night.  See yesterday's post.

I'm frustrated by the hatred, especially from religious people.  My thinking is that Christians are supposed to be about love.  Jesus was about love.  Isn't there some commandment about "Love thy neighbor"?

How about this religious people: I'll do me and you do you!

#Coexis

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ynsN5Zs5Z4

"The Blues Overtook Me" by Charlie Musselwhite

We were watching "American Epic" on PBS / KUED and it was AWESOME!  I loved it!!  The music was so wonderful and amazing!  And it was so cool seeing how they recorded and made all those old 78 RPM records!

Anyway Charlie Musselwhite was on there talking about Memphis.  Seeing him reminded me I need to post more of his songs.  This is the first track from his "Ace of Harps" album.  What a great album!

#AmericanEpic

You know fast women and whiskey made this poor girl wild...  okay that's not quite right but it is a really fun song...

When you get in trouble everybody's down on you
The blues will overtake you and pull you on through

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=siEfu0MIJ2A
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y1y5HZUwiJc
YouTube (live TV): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pm9LgnwCRJE

Here's the full album:

YouTube (album): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QATIXPes0f8

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And Stephen Colbert  finally has something he agrees with Trump on and the White House staffers have gone into hiding:

YouTube (agrees): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNVqbcrWFII
YouTube (hiding): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UHyXV6l9ZK4

And this Swell Investing popped up today.  Very interesting.

https://www.swellinvesting.com/

"The Stranger" by Billy Joel

Absolutely unbelievable that we haven't posted this song before.  We have considered this our favorite Billy Joel song since it came out.  We still remember hearing this song on then radio while driving to Sperry Univac.

We were describing 2017 to someone this morning, as being hit by a the stream from a fire hose.  We have been envisioning that scene, over and over in our mind since then.  So I thought I would post a song somehow related to standing in the gush from a fire hose.  I thought about a song about being on fire but we've already posted all of the songs like "I'm On Fire", that I can think of.

"We Didn't Start the Fire" by Billy Joel popped into my head, but that wasn't quite what I was looking for.  But then I realized we have never posted this song and I just couldn't resist, considering the topic of this song.  :)

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s4_3xnnFCzg
YouTube (audio): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5ofVsxTPoc
YouTube (live 1977): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qdLPI6XhEN8

"Kiss of Life" by Gene Loves Jezebel

I'm actually making this post on 23-Sep-2018, filling in my missing posts.  This will finally fill in the month of May 2017.  Another favorite Gene Loves Jezebel song.

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJMMOIsE3lA
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2-tTgUTd5Q
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cT1HO13ILfY

"It Didn't Turn Out That Way" by Mose Allison

My life certainly didn't turn out the way I expected LOL!  I never expected that I would be happily living as a woman.

#Proud2bTrans
#TransIsBeautiful

As I mentioned years ago I love Mose Allison (see my post for 5-Aug-2011) and this is another of my favorites...

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4hGUesGZBlU

"Kind Words (and a Real Good Heart)" by Joan Armatrading

OMG I love it when I rediscover an awesome song like this one!!!  I noticed a Joan Armatrading song in one of "The L Word" playlists on YouTube.  I thought there is one of her song that I *LOVE*, but for the life of me I couldn't remember the name of it.  I couldn't find it on YouTube, I finally had to go to Wikipedia and look at her discography.  I recognized that I had her 1986 "Sleight of Hand" album and volia!

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tscc7sRiTTc
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zlb1hzdNerY
YouTube (extended): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaQ-kgPBWU0

"Whether You Fall" by Tracy Bonham

This song popped up while I was searching for a song I heard in "The L Word" Pilot.  It was the song I needed to hear today.

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ADHC80--sY
YouTube (lyrics): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StPs0K3ilzg
YouTube (show): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQILcGNwC04 
YouTube (live): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M8Q8dM2oybk


This clip was absolutely hilarious: Stephen Colbert responds to Trump's Calling Him 'A No-Talent Guy':

YouTube (Late Show): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_wMvItIDMPU

And somebody contradicting the White House's account of firing James Comey:

YouTube (Late Show): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PJtteD4yhCQ

"Country Livin' (The World I Know)" by Esthero

I was looking for a song I heard in "The L Word" Pilot and an Esthero song popped up.  There was a link to this song so I thought I would give it a listen.  It felt so smooth and relaxing I had to post it.

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jgli2NYQYLUYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqHJcZ03WkQ
YouTube (Topic): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JS8GMCus4gM

"Love Won't Let You Down" by Swing Out Sister

Update 11-Jun-2017: I've moved the list of my Swing Out Sister posts forward to 24-May-2017.

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I found this postcard from Swing Out Sister today:

I

I have been Rachel long enough now that it just feels normal and natural.  It feels weird to see my old name now.  It's like that is a different life... it is a different life.

Anyway, this is another wonderful song from the "Where Our Love Grows" album.

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4YlJmr6lBbU
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikEZ4PnndPU
YouTube (rehersal): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rkeu7fn9cow

"Read My Lips" by Sara Leone

Here is an awesome song and video that just popped up on YouTube today.  I love it!  That buff guy brushing her hair, so sensual...

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWEH-v61RL8

"Too Many Gittars" by Scott Henderson

This is a follow up to yesterday's post. I was thinking about this song while I was sittinhg on Hillary's couch.  It was so AWESOME the jammin' that went on yesterday afternoon!  Seriously, can you ever have too many gittars?  LOL!  Certainly not yesterday!

I filled in my post for one year ago (8-May-2016) with another song from Scott Henderson's "Dog Party" album.  I told the story about how I discovered that album while helping transmit the audio from the The Dead Goat Saloon
to KRCL.

YouTube (Topic): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oR5JAzCJUZE
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lx9WT6rEu7o

I love that you can see the you can see the Misty K. Snow in her window :)

"House of the Rising Sun" by Billy Strange

The Utah Women Unite directors meeting was canceled this morning, so I went and had breakfast with Hillary at City Cakes.  Then I went over to her house, hung out on her couch and grooved to her and some of her friends jammin' for a couple of hours.  I had some nasty (MS) fatigue, so I pretty much did the couch potato thing.

It was funny I was thinking about this (Billy Strange) version of this song and pondered requesting it, but didn't.  They must have read my mind, because they played it just as I was getting ready to leave, so I hung out a few more minutes to hear all of it.  It was as wonderful note to leave on.

I stopped into Home Depot on the way home and the nasty fatigue came back.  I felt like death warmed over the rest of the afternoon and I still feel like hell.  :(

YouTube (Topic): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgcO4kgknwg
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oz-_X89TJGE
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nsuH-nLCTpI

I have posted the version by The Animals as my post for one year ago: 7-May-2016

"Riders in the Sky" by Sons of the Pioneers

I dug out this old record to listen to while we were having lunch with our friends Rob and Connie.  Such a great album, my family loved this record, we listened to it over and over.

I noticed this is one of the records I put a date stamp on.  My idea was to keep track of when I bought each record.  But all of these old albums I didn't know when they were purchased originally, so I stamped them all with this date: Mar 11, 1967.  Just over 50 years ago.  Half a Century!!  Wow!!!

Things like this always make me stop and think.  What would I have thought if I had been able to look 50 years into the future and found that I was living very happily as a woman!

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I love all of the things that the record companies came up with to entice people to buy records.  "Miracle Surface(R)... your assurance of greatly enhanced listening pleasure." and "Miracle Surface(R) record grooves contain the anti-static agent 317X...".   Whoooo! Too funny!!

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMqKv7BOg_s
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NcnDlgeUYs4
YouTube (Live TV): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_aGGrhsCkE0

"Blowin' Sky High" by Berlin

I believe this was a new song for the "Best of Berlin" album.

A great and powerful song!  I'm thinking about the battle we have going on now over our rights being taken away by this dumb-ass administration!  We have to keep on fighting!  "'cause I'm gonna need help defending my streets!"

YouTube (Topic): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W9LtdxSM0Rw
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvwV24yRRb0
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bnPDI5r8To4

"Baby Don't Go" by Sonny and Cher

How about another favorite by Sonny and Cher:

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QLMxhe8yt90


Sonny and Cher on David Letterman the last time they sang together:

YouTube (Late Night): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c4EaFzRVjlM

"The Beat Goes On" by Sonny and Cher

I'm filling in this post over a year later and I can't remember what made me think of this song.  But it's a great one...

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RfbmjUQOFxs
YouTube (live TV 60's): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bS3O5zg290k
YouTube (live TV 70's medley): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=to0irFedGqc
YouTube (Topic): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u6l2jnazVFM

"Roundabout" by Yes

Enough keyboards?

Update 28-Feb-2020: the original link has been blocked, I've added some newer links:

YouTube: (2008 remaster): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPCLFtxpadE
YouTube (lyrics): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYfPACiJ6ew
YouTube (live): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_hAhzdk-h8

Original Post:

I'm publishing all of my backlogged draft posts that I haven't had time to finish.  Hopefully someday I'll find time to really complete them...

#DraftPost


YouTube (Hall of Fame): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t1-NsnlPc54

"Come with Me Now" by KONGOS

Walk, come with me now.  I'm gonna show you how...

Afraid to lose control
Caught up in this world
I've wasted time
I've wasted breath
I think I've thought myself to death

I was born without this fear
Now only this seems clear
I need to move, I need to fight
I need to lose myself tonight

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gz2GVlQkn4Q