Friday, May 31, 2019

"Scars To Your Beautiful" by Alessia Cara


This song and video always makes me cry.  This song says it all!

You should know you're beautiful
Just the way you are
You don't need to change a thing

#YouAreBeautiful
#YouAreBeautifulJustTheWayYouAre
#TransIsBeautiful

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWASeaYuHZo
YouTube (lyrics): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWfjlIMiqBg


Tuesday, May 28, 2019

"When the Levee Breaks" by Led Zepplin

This is fucked up - formatting info I didn't want?

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uwiTs60VoTM
YouTube (Drums): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XZYDDX1DHDU



First off let me say that until a few days ago I was completely unaware of any issues with Rock Camp. I have absolutely no details what-so-ever about them and cannot speak to them. I can only share my personal experiences with Rock Camp.

This upcoming session will be my 8th time of volunteering at Rock Camp. I would guess that I am the oldest volunteer, so I have had a lot of experiences in my life. I have told many, many people over the last couple of years that Rock Camp has been one of the best experiences of my life, if not THE BEST experience.

For those who don't know I was diagnosed with MS a little over 8 years ago (and had it for several years before it was diagnosed). Because of the MS I lost my last full time job 8 years ago. I definitely don't have much endurance these days.

So I was really worried before the first session that I would not have enough stamina to even do it. I was absolutely amazed that not only did I make it through the days, but I felt so uplifted and empowered at the end of the day.

As a transgender woman I was also nervous before that first session, how I would be accepted. I was delighted to find that not only was I welcomed with open arms, but there were other trans-women and non-binary people there. It felt so wonderful! I have witnessed the efforts, by the camp, to be inclusive of LGBTQ+ people.

As to the boundary issues, I haven't observed that happening.myself. I can say that at every single volunteer orientation they have been very adamant about boundaries. it makes me sad that some people violated those rules. I would hope that we can all work to fix that in the future.

I am absolutely certain that Rock Camp has changed many, many young people and adults lives. I absolutely believe that Rock Camp empowers, uplifts and improves peoples lives. It has been incredible to see the incredible difference between how those young people are on Monday morning and when they hop up on stage at the showcase on Saturday!

As to my personal experience, I can say with absolute certainty that Rock Camp changed my life. The last couple of years have been extremely difficult for me. Worsening MS symptoms and I've had "reactivated" Mono both last year and this year.

Rock Camp and all the people involved have lifted me up and given me strength. Plus the one thing that has helped me get through these difficult times is singing. Karaoke has become my escape. I owe a good deal of my finding the courage to do it to Rock Camp.

Like that very first time when I was trying to be brave enough to get up on stage and sing, the #1 thought in my mind was all those young people who were brave enough to get up on stage and perform their songs. (As a side note: every single song I have ever heard at Rock Camp has been incredible, absolutely AMAZING!)

I know absolutely that Rock Camp saves lives! It is well within the realm of possibility that Rock Camp saved MY life!

Monday, May 27, 2019

"Sit Still, Look Pretty" by Daya



One of my dearest friends said some things that were a little worrisome, but she refused to give me any details.  Just that I should now worry and just be happy.  I felt like it was kinda like "sit still look pretty".

#SSLP

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPHKkewD1G0

Sunday, May 26, 2019

"It's O.K." by The Beach Boys



Last Sunday I had agreed to sign a song for the Leather Pride event.  It turned out to be an epic fail  :(
I'm trying to get to a place where "It's O.K."!

I was very worried that I couldn't depend on remembering the lyrics of that song, but my printer was broken so I couldn't put the lyrics (should've just gone to Kinko's) so I copied the sheet music and took the 7 pages with me.

I got there and it was outdoors and an uncovered stage, just a raised platform.  When I got there the entertainment director told me I was on first (lovely!).

There were no stairs or railing to get on stage just a cinder block.  Just as I stepped onstage it started raining.  I don't have good control of either of my hands, but my left hand is better than my right, so I thought I could hold the sheets in my left and peel them off and drop them as I sang with my right.

Except they had no mic stand so I had to hold the mic in one hand.  The sheets were partially wet by the time I started singing.  I think after about the second verse a gust of wind came along and blew a few of the remaining sheets right out of my hand.  It was pretty much over by that point.  :D

Anyway, I dug these two old Beach Boys 45's out and this was another great Beach Boys songs from the later years.

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ocUX6u1fOLI
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=btzXOLr8Q0M
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3KFrB2CFZE

Thursday, May 23, 2019

"Closed Mouth" by Talia Keys and The Love

I'm finishing this post some several months after I started it.  I don't know why or how I came to post it on this day.

#TaliaKeys
#TMFK

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hsCjnkdJRUo

Sunday, May 19, 2019

"Love Is" by Talia Keys and The Love

One of the photos I took at the concert on 12-Jan-2019
Went and saw Talia Keys and The Love play last night at The Garage on Beck Street.  It was an incredible show!

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zWrHriGyRM

Monday, May 13, 2019

"Everyone Everywhere" by New Order



Thinking today that at the end of the day, I know absolutely 100% for certain, no shadow of a doubt that I have made Salt Lake City more magical.

YouTube (remastered): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNnNNJxcqJk

Monday, May 6, 2019

"Times Change" by New Order

I can agree "Elect a Clown, Expect a Circus"!
Trump is just one of the WORST human beings ever!!

I found these two speeches by parents at gay weddings.  I started crying just thinking about this happening, I didn't even have to watch the videos.

#GayWedding

YouTube (mom's wedding speech): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a94cR4f3BRM
YouTube (dad's wedding speech): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=peVTewkX-nU

This is another great song off New Order's "Republic" album.  I consider it one of the best albums EVER.  I've just played this album over and over for all the years since I found it.

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DROu5lwk0Ws
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l0diKUGcWkw
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PcLRnx4sVNk

Here's live instrumentals:

YouTube (live): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pdIllSdEgr0
YouTube (live): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CofzdMbeh6s

Friday, May 3, 2019