I just *HATE* 3 A.M.! And this morning when I woke and looked at the clock it was exactly 03:00 (my clock is set for 24-hour time). Still seems that if I can't immediately go back to sleep I eventually start going down that anxiety rabbit hole.
It happened yesterday at about 02:30. I sure hope we aren't going back into one of those phases...
Anyway, I finally decided to get up and start cleaning up some of the many draft posts I started and never finished. Came across the one for "Somebody to Love" on 16-Apr-2017 and see that was a "rabbit hole day" as well. :(
That one was ironic for this morning because part of the anxiety was over the thought that finding a... partner seems so remote. Talking to one of my trans-woman friends yesterday, that is significantly younger than I, she said she doesn't hold out much hope... especially in this state...
Anyway, I noticed the night before last I've never posted this song and it has the right feel to it this morning...
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjLXK3syFbw
YouTube (full album): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=453H7v6EJj4
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